an intro and tiredness

hi, DSS and fellow friends.

fellow friends,I knew your community in this blog is so small,but I really appreciate what you guys did which is reading my nonsense blabbering. thank you! I knew this blog is good for nothing but about MYSELF and my inside talking. but here is some things that you may notice while reading this blog but you dont know any idea what I'm blabbering about.

DSS:

it is actually stand for DEAR SOUL SISTER. to make it short,I call it DSS. DSS is actually my oldie buddy and soulmate which is my diaries. I am that kind of girl,who likes to write diary. I know,too girlie yea? sila muntah XD. so,when you read and come across words DSS, dont think it as my BF or ghost or my twins. it is just my diary's name ;)

m.album:

it is actually MY ALBUM.

SENORITAKIWIRARA:

senorita means Miss;senang cerita Cik lah dalam melayu baku

kiwirara means nothing but my name;bukan nama sebenar.nama saja gedik-gedik.
tak ada kaitan dengan any human existed on this earth but me.rara tu err nama manja?


what else...emm..absent-minded..okay,next..



here is my no-thing note *abaikan aje*:

im tired

im tired of being a dummy

of being an idiota

of being a loser

im tired

of studying what I dont interested with

im tired 

of sleeping inside of class 

im tired

of repeating the same things everyday

things that I am sick of

im tired

carrying this big giant body

im tired

of trying to survive in this life

instead of trying to live with it.

I just dont have heart to listen to the voice of lecturers

dont have heart to come to class

dont have heart to understand what really Im studying about.

I just need the UNKNOWN button inside me to switch on

then every things will go okay.

is it?

next.

minggu depan ada dua test. kepala aku dah berasap ni sebab silibus banyak giler tak cover. omo omo omo. siyesly,keadaan barang aku sangat messy. dengan baju yang tak lipat,kasut tak basuh,kertas sana sini yang aku tak tahu mana sepatutnya baca,katil dah berapa lama tak berganti cadar,rak buku tak kemas dari berapa bulan yang lepas.

hidup aku bukan busy pon,tapi dah malas.jadi semua kerja la tak jalan -.-'

I wanna go home...

tak,tak.balik pon dua ekor adik aku tu ada kat rumah. school holiday,sangat -.-''' tak boleh dah nak buat Athe Zone dalam rumah sebab rasa serabut. aih -.-'

auh,ada some events yang maybe aku akan cerita next post. dan some photos untuk diletak dalam next post. nanti lah,kalau bosan bosan aku update.

okay,papai DSS

love;

senoritakiwirara

lovesaysinfinity