filling the space

these kind of days, I have no idea what to write about in my blog. in you,dear SS. im sorry. maybe Im too busy doing crappy things in my life and not intended to noted it in you.probably.

yes,Im a second year forensic science student.

yeah,still doing what Im not good in.

still studying the crappy chemistry-ish.

still coping to understand what lecturers lecture about in class.

still busy doing the bullsh*t ajk things.

the same Athe.

the only one.

kinda boring is it,my life?

im pretty sure you guys think so.

me,neither.haha. foolish girl,am I?

apa ni?? hari menjatuh-jatuhkan diri sendiri ke? stop it,Athe!

stop the nonsense crap bullshit talk you're trying to say about yourself.

you are doing great. well,it's kinda too mainstream saying 'great'. the right word is 'good', probably.

Im doing good now. but I dont want to be just good. I want to be more. I might not have the mighty brain that most of my friends have. I might not have the same determination that most of people posses to achieve their dreams..

but,

I do have my goal. even it's still cloudy,in front of my goal..and I cant see clearly yet,where exactly my goal is, but Im sure it is somewhere. I'll run towards the way I believe,the way that my guts tell me..at this moment.

that...

is...

so..

Athe.

going to take a nap.

love;

Athe,sains forensik tahun dua,proudly.

TAHUN SATU,BYE-BYE!