20 already!

\DSS!!

im 20 already..

oh

my

gash!!

it's 23rd today,yeah technically I start becoming 20 yesterday on 22nd July but Im so busy at that time. so, im writing you today.anyway,lewat sehari ke dua hari ke,yang penting aku dah 20 tahun.

imma big girl. no. imma lady,right now.haha. lady la sangat.

I got baby G watch for my birthday from my mama. it's so cool and cute. well,actually I want G-shock men version,but my pap,my mam refused to buy it for me,because they say it's way too big for me. haha. yeah,they are right,but I think the man one is more cooler and function better..

but,finally I chose the white colour baby G. ohmagash. it's so pretty and cool.well, the price oso 'cool'.haha. thanks,mama.you're the best!

20. 20. 20.

a teen girl.

no more.

I should be a lil bit more mature right now. 20 is kinda one step to another level in my life I think. it's one step towards MATURE and it's the time to make dreams come true. no more dreaming all the time. It's the start for the dreams to grow into reality,I think.

I dont want to just having dreams,and not put sweat to fulfill it. I want the dreams to happen. Eventho some of my dreams sound ridiculous, but I wanna try to make it happen. Impossible is just a wall that human himself create because they're afraid. I dont want to trust 'impossible'. I want to think that everything is possible. yeah.

dss,

you've been hang out with me in such a long time. thank you. pray for me to success in this world and afterlife. I want to be a better person. A better muslim. A better daughter. A better nation. A better human. I want to compete to be a first class mentality individual. I dont wanna be a cheapy girl,a low mind mentality person. I want to try dig in as much ilmu as possible..to be better.

so, what Im gonna do is

first : read
second : think
third : just do it! 
forth : stay do it /improve

I know my journey is still far..so much things I will go through in this life,bitter and sweet. I want myself to keep in mind to NEVER GIVE UP. I may fall later,indeed yes..I may feel like giving up..I may feel hopeless, helpless...I may feel loser 24/7 later..

but,I want to keep in mind to never giving up. Once you choose 'giveup', it's hard for you to start again..giving up is not a choice,it's a fullstop for one thing. so,Athe! Fighting! Fighting! Fighting!

Never Give Up!

Never say Never!

20 and healthy. thanks Allah. thanks for everything. thanks for the healthy body. thanks for the family. thanks for the friends. thanks for all rezeki you're giving to me. I want to get back to the highway, I know sometimes I lost at the wrong road,I knew it..but I keep doing it..but I hope I will find the highway back,soon. I'll try my best..I will..bless me.


thats all for the 20 already! post

goodbye!

love;
a 20 y.o senoritakiwirara