dear heart,he's not for you.

dear heart,

long time no hear about you.

I heard you're a bit heartless right now,here.

you dont want to get attach to other heart.

why?

it's an involuntary reaction,right?

no feeling towards guys.

no heart of looking at different genders.

they seems like friends to you.

not more than that.

right now,what matters are fellas and family.

one day,you'll be needing another heart to complete you,

it's a must,

but,you just know this is not the right time.

and the other heart,he's not here.

how do you know he isnt here?

because if he's here,the heart can feel the attraction.

but,no. here's no.

dear heart,

had a crush. and being crushed by him,it's hurt,right. haha. 

he not even know you.or even recognise your heartholder face.

your heart holder must be ugly. or she is a big giant fatso and not famous.

but, you promise to yourself,if both of you can be friend,you'll be okay right.

but,we're not friends,we're just foundation comrades. 

it's again,hurt.

haha.

the end.

merapu-ing. taking a giant,stupid,brave step by messaging him. and he responded. and there,a farewell by me. goodbye,dearie. I wanted so bad to tell you how I heart stalking you once upon a time. how I know how much do you like blue,purple and black colour.what a memory. im being stupid,being a ridiculous girl, but it's who I am. I know this isnt good,but I just bluntly done it. what to tell,athe always do something without thinking. a stupid act,many times but my saviour sometimes.

till we meet again,dear heart.

and I can sense we'll not gonna see you any soon this time. it's about time,when I,again open my dear heart's storytelling in the blog.

love;

senoritakiwirara

a stupid girl.