baju biru comel,how lucky you.

this entry is special made for BBC.

for the last time,I'll wrote about him.

this is the last entry that has his name in it.

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get rid of him.forever.tak kisah kitorang ada jodoh tak,tapi yang penting,sekarang adalah titik bagi aku.

ada cerita.
tadi aku pergi pendeta < kafe kat tempat kitorang>, tujuannya nak ambil kunci kereta yang aku dan member aku sewa. pasai kitorang outing aku tulis entri lain. entri ni untuk cerita sedih je.
pastu,sambil-sambil tunggu akak yang sepatutnya kitorang jumpa datang,mata aku pun merayau-rayau duk spot ada ke tak mamat-mamat hensem. uh, ramai yang dating ada la. buat dosa kering je duk pandang diorang.

pastu,duk usha-usha,tetiba ter'spot' seorang mamat ni. walaupun dari belakang,aku dah kenal sape dia. happy tengok dia,tapi bila pandang tepi, sob.sob.sob.ada pompuan lain. sob. sob. sob lagi. diorang tengah dating. member aku cakap,ala maybe kawan je kot diorang tu. tapi aku macam,err dah makan berdua, kira dating la tuh. sob. sob. sob.


that's the end of story.

now,my jantung story...

dear heart,
you have torn up into two right now.
back up right now.
dont make it tear into pieces.

dear heart,
maybe people will say you are coward.
you back up before even trying.
but,what can you say.

heart say: im sorry,I afraid I'll get hurter after I confess. yes,you can say,im coward. I admit.

dear heart,
heal soon.
like Malay idiom say,kumbang bukan seekor.

heart say :yes,maybe kumbang yang ini bukan untukku.

dear heart,
..............writeless............speechless...


I wish I never meet him. I wish I never play the game. how I wish..


gaya aku tulis macam orang yang dah putus cinta ya..exxagerate sangat.
but thats how I feel right now.

DSS, ini muktamad. I'll throw him to dustbin.. no,no. lets throw him according to BIO method.

BBC cell---> damage cell.
macrophages detect the signal created by the damage cell.
macrophages move to the site.
it lenghten its pseudopodia and engulf BBC cell.
phagocytosis happen.
BBC cell mix with lysosomes.
lysozymes inside lysosome break the wall of BBC cell.
BBC cell ruptures and die.

done. he's dead inside my heart.
no more BBC after this. muktamad.

goodbye,dear BBC.
goodbye si BAJU BIRU COMEL.
 tata.