again. and it is just around the corner.

okeyy,I just checked up my muet speaking test date and it is on 21st feb. that is soooo soooon. I didnt expect it to be so over near. oh,my rasa sesak nafas gila sekarang. apesal la aku tak dapat band 4 terus waktu first dulu. haiya. dugaan,dugaan.

lagi dua minggu tuk berlatih. sempat tak dengan assignment yang bergunung and chapters yang banyak tak cover lagi. Im gonna be old to soon because of stress thing. ohlala...

Im doing the draft of BEL essay. hope to do it fast. I got a lot of things to do. tak tahu kenapa, beberapa hari ni rasa macam nak tulis blog tiap hari.mungkin sebab aku dah mula anggap ko sebagai my private private diary. ahaks.

will go out this weekend. to do shop with the voucher. and achik dah kirim novel untuk dibeli. apa entah nama novel. Im not in into novel these past few months or years. more to movies and dramas and oso comics. haha.

oh,only left few things to write.

jodoh.

kita tak nampak.
kita tak tahu.
Ia rahsia.
It will come one day. later or soon.
when? one day.
who?a mysterious man.

macam dah besar sangat je nak cakap pasal benda-benda ni. nak jaga diri sendiri pon macam hampeh je. hakhak.fullstop.


pelangi.


mula,mula datangnya hujan tak kira lebat atau renyai sebelum keluarnya mentari yang bersinar.
mula,mula semuanya sedih,sebelum kita gembira.
mula,mula semuanya susah,sebelum datangnya senang.

sekarang,semuanya hujan. susah. sedih.
 markah rendah,gpa cukup-cukup makan,muet b3,uncertain future,dll.

tapi siapa yang tahu apa yang jadi nanti ya.
I must always remind myself about Usaha and Tawakal.
these past few days,I really felt hopeless and helpless with continuous failure. I need to boost up fast,but it is hard to do it. I'll continue trying.


semoga ketemu lagi DSS.