physic. i prefer to call it PHYSICK.

not than I have grudge on the subject.but,hell last sem I was so excited 'bout physic because I got the highest mark on test1. and now I suffer because of it oso. good. one year with the subject. two feeling: overexcited and oversad.

my test1 for this sem was no good. my Physic. ohmy,I love physic. but I hate myself because I,myself make me hate physic. crap,why my words become more weird. but,it is true. physic is no fun,no cool. I admit it even earlier I said I love it.

I studied all the chapters. make some practice. memorised some lines of the related formulas. and I somekind like understand what the Question want in the test,luckily. not blurred< usually I did>. but.....the things were I careless. I made extreme silly mistakes. to make it worst,the careless wasnt just eat one question but two questions of the test. I . am. silly. dumb. and an idiota.I admit it.

being an observer,just an observer of everyone's victory wasnt easy. wasnt good. it was bad. seeing friends who got excellent results,oh man ,I felt like my heart being stabbed by JARUM. why jarum? sebab I think the small little thing manage to hurt us even the size is small. same goes here. it's only test1. why I felt  painful inside there. I wasnt jeolous. I was like shocked. how can I got that marks? why I cant see the silly mistakes I made at that time. why? seribu kali tanya diri sendiri pon,benda dah jadi bubur kan. painful.

now I knew how they felt. I really wish I didnt do the careless mistakes.but,that the fate,right. I can change it,but not now. A mistake is to be corrected. I'll make sure I be more careful next time. InsyaAllah, A for physic.

DSS.
jauh lagi perjalanan hidup aku. this is one of the pitstop. kalau aku give up sekarang,maknanya Im  not strong enough to take bigger challenges. Im not that weak. I know. just,my way to success is full with paku,jarum, pisau dan banyak lagi liku-liku untuk aku hadapi sebelum jumpa dengan papan tanda SUCCESS. just go through it,without thinking so much 'bout the consequences.

past is part of our life. 
we dont forget it.
we deal with it to make life better.
-kiwirara