strangers but not strangers

maaf kalau bahasa aku macam pelik sikit hari ni dss.

tapi hari ni aku rasa lain macam sangat. hari ni first time lepas habis sekolah aku jumpa cik yana tomey, my best buddy waktu sekolah menengah dulu. kitorang jumpa kat JJ petang tadi. i was happy,and still am happy to see her just now. macam tak sangka yana yang dulu tetap sama macam yana yang sekarang. yana yang suka senyum macam budak kecik,shows her teeth. wahh,it still the same. she still smiles like kiddo. grow up,girl.haha.

tapi,kenkadang,aku rasa macam sembang dengan strangers lebih senang dari sembang dengan orang yang kita dah kenal kan.

strangers,kita tak kenal dia dan bila first time jumpa mesti lah nak tahu pasal dia. "banyak persoalan yang berada di jiwa,banyak kata kerja dan kata cinta...~~" bila masa pulak masuk lagu Najwa anak Latif ni. aiseh tira,baru nak jiwang tadi. tapi memang betul. banyak persoalan kita nak tanya kalau kita baru jumpa ngan seseorang ni kan.macam..

duduk kat mana?
belajar kat mana?
kalau tiba-tiba kita tahu dia ada minat sama dengan kita mula lah buka pasal benda tu. last-last sedar kita dah borak sehari.

itu kalau dengan stranger yang kita baru nak kenal. ala,macam jumpa akak-akak kat dalam bas otw ke bandar ke,bosan-bosan tegur orang sebelah. ataupun pergi seminar sensorang,then kat sana jumpa kawan baru dan buat kawan segera.ataupun waktu buat lesen,kita tak kenal pun orang yang duk sebelah kita,tapi sebab ada yang kita tak paham kita terpaksa tanya orang sebelah. secara tak langsung all those things yang kat atas tadi membuatkan kita bercakap,kan?


apa yang berlaku bila kita dah tahu all thing pasal dia,pasal dia studi kat mana,tempat tinggal dia,dia studi macam mana,almost all kita dah tahu and then satu hari kita jumpa dia. dan sembang. okey,aku tak tahu itu boleh dikatakan sembang atau tidak. THAT's my problem just now. rasa macam lidah kelu,bibir membeku bila hadap my best friend.  I shouldnt feel that way,i know it. but,it's just happen. i cant hide what i feel DSS,it shows on my face and act,i think.it felt AWKWARD..with capital TOTALLY..oh,my..

oh,yana,i am really sorry. really.really. that awkwardness just now..oh my.hmm. maybe,i didnt expect it to be like that. i expect to meet you and to chat with you,like the ol' days. but,it wont happen anymore,is it? it was really awkward when there was another person inside the picture. ha-ha. i should be more tolarable.kan? i am a jerk. < dah lama tak sebut diri sendiri A JerK>


one more thing,the person who you only meet in the SMS. meeting him for the first time,oh that. at sudden,my mind went blank,my tongue froze,my lips couldnt be open. i cant believe i became like a trash just now. oh my,..DSS

what is wrong with my mind. what is wrong with my good PR,macam mama cakap. where is my LOM ?: stand  for lots of mouths.let that be.

DSS,DSS..DSS,.whatever happen,i still do love her. my best buddy. and maybe,our first dating was not perfect. but,as a saying goes: the first maybe isn't smooth,but the next ones will be smoother. insyaAllah.
liyana mat kamis : semoga ketemu lagi!

dan PS: i will never wear bawal for a while. i look terrible in it. so,hye to shawl mucuk nanti aku basuh ko .
dah beli baru. coklat dan hijau. apesal aku cakap benda ngarut ni. key,key DSS,seeya!