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i broke the rule i made on my own. i wrote on you DSS. and it's not even a month since the last one. sorry~

DSS, i tried my best to avoid crying because of the study. but. my tears finally spill out because of the test. DSS i  miss the ol you. DSS i need you,indeed.


DSS. confort me,please. i cant bear letting my dream fly away. the 'tittlle' seems very far away from me right now. it is no possible for me to further medic with this kind of result. medic,i wanna you,but the more i wanted you,the further you run away. DSS,confort me! i almost crying again.

i dont know where's my wrong in chemistry. aku tak tau. siyes. kenapa orang lain cakap senang je nape ada yang boleh dapat 27,28 and even full marks. i hate myself right now. DSS. where's my wrong. or wrongsss.

Allah,tunjukkan aku jalan keluar. aku nak sukses, tapi dengan result chemistry yang sejak high skool tak penah A,aku takut.

i dared it,ago. looks like i has failed. i lose the game. DSS. adakah sebab aku fobia?. chemistryfobiadiseasecantbetreated. itu penyakit yang aku hadapi. camna nak dapat ubat. i need it for the final exam,DSS.


DSS. im outtta here, moodyless to study. moodyless to talk. moodyless to do everythings. im out. gudbye~


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